Second First Impressions by. Sally Thorne | Book Review

My Rating: ⭐️⭐️⭐️1/2

Title: Second First Impressions

Author: Sally Thorne

Format: eBook (borrowed)

Pages: 352

Publication Date: 4/13/21

Publisher: William Morrow

Categories: Romance, Contemporary

Distraction (n): an extreme agitation of the mind or emotions.

Ruthie Midona has worked the front desk at the Providence Luxury Retirement Villa for six years, dedicating her entire adult life to caring for the Villa’s residents, maintaining the property (with an assist from DIY YouTube tutorials), and guarding the endangered tortoises that live in the Villa’s gardens. Somewhere along the way, she’s forgotten that she’s young and beautiful, and that there’s a world outside of work—until she meets the son of the property developer who just acquired the retirement center.

Teddy Prescott has spent the last few years partying, sleeping in late, tattooing himself when bored, and generally not taking life too seriously—something his father, who dreams of grooming Teddy into his successor, can’t understand. When Teddy needs a place to crash, his father seizes the chance to get him to grow up. He’ll let Teddy stay in one of the on-site cottages at the retirement home, but only if he works to earn his keep. Teddy agrees—he can change a few lightbulbs and clip some hedges, no sweat. But Ruthie has plans for Teddy too.

Her two wealthiest and most eccentric residents have just placed an ad (yet another!) seeking a new personal assistant to torment. The women are ninety-year-old, four-foot-tall menaces, and not one of their assistants has lasted a full week. Offering up Teddy seems like a surefire way to get rid of the tall, handsome, unnerving man who won’t stop getting under her skin.

Ruthie doesn’t count on the fact that in Teddy Prescott, the Biddies may have finally met their match. He’ll pick up Chanel gowns from the dry cleaner and cut Big Macs into bite-sized bits. He’ll do repairs around the property, make the residents laugh, and charm the entire villa. He might even remind Ruthie what it’s like to be young and fun again. But when she finds out Teddy’s father’s only fixing up the retirement home to sell it, putting everything she cares about in jeopardy, she’s left wondering if Teddy’s magic was all just a façade.

This was a fun book that involved a 25 year old girl who dresses like the residents at the retirement home she works at. It doesn’t help that she lives there on site, will she ever get out of Providence? The elderly residents, especially Renata, are wild – as wild as she can get in her scooter! I used to work at a retirement home so I felt like these residents were spot on with the humor and boldness – not sure I knew a resident who wanted to torture boys so much though! 😅 Then comes along a long-haired, charming, gorgeous young man, Teddy, who is basically punished to live there but turns out it’s what the retirement home needed!

I love how fleshed out Ruthie is – she is a pastor’s daughter, estranged from her parents- trying to make a living working and living at the retirement home. She’s nice, organized, neat, loves lists and is 25 going on 95! Most people would say she is bland, but not Teddy – apparently she’s his type! Ruthie doesn’t have a social life but she is kind, always very giving and chill, even though she also sometimes has panic attacks. I enjoyed her interactions with her coworker Melanie, I had a few laughs! She is awesome and probably my favorite character in this book. Renata is funny as heck and I love what she reveals in the end.

Speaking of laughs, my favorite scene in the whole book was the thrift shopping scene. So much chaos, it had me cracking up!

Teddy is not the usual, brooding love interest. No, this boy has player energy with the hair, the smiles, the jokes – he is full of charm, charming Renata of all people who is basically torturing him (he is her errand boy!). Teddy is disorganized in life, which makes sense why Ruthie would want to take care of him right? He was fun but I can see why Melanie was trying to scare him off of Ruthie haha.

I think the love story between Teddy and Ruthie is sweet because really they became friends before lovers. I like how Teddy is attracting to her because she’s basically his opposite and he wants to take care of her. And Ruthie wants to take care of him but is aware he isn’t the type to stay…so she was brave enough to jump into the uncharted waters for him.

Although Teddy is beautiful with his tattoos and long hair, and he is super funny (like he’d seriously be someone I’d hang out with) he is definitely the kind of guy I wouldn’t trust or would lose patience with because he is so flighty! He is always joking, it’s hard to know if he is sincere at times or selfish and trying to manipulate others to get his way. I was team Melanie on this all the way – I wanted Ruthie to stay far away from him!

There is a happy ending and Teddy even made up with his sister Rose – that wasn’t quite believable to me though. It happened so fast!

Why you should read it:

it’s a sweet love story/opposites attract
the secondary characters are so much fun
happily ever after feels

Why you might not want to read it:

Teddy comes off as a player and that kind of guy who needs to be taken care of (it annoyed me a little lol)

My Thoughts:

This is the first book I’ve read from this author and I saw reviews saying that it isn’t as good as The Hating Game. So I guess having no expectations of this book was good for me? I enjoyed Ruthie and Teddy’s budding relationship. Melanie and Renata were my favorite parts though, they were so funny. Teddy is that kind of guy who would turn me on with his good looks, humor and charm but turn me off with his lack of direction and commitment but overall I thought the story was cute!

📚 ~ Yolanda

The Mixtape by. Brittainy Cherry | Book Review

My Rating: ⭐️⭐️⭐️1/2

Title: The Mixtape

Author: Brittainy Cherry

Format: eBook (Kindle Unlimited)

Pages: 333

Publication Date: 7/1/21

Publisher: Montlake

Categories: Romance, Musician/Rock Star, Contemporary, Diverse

Since the death of his twin brother, Oliver’s caught between pleasing his fans and finding himself. Emery finds him first.

Emery has never felt more alone. Raising her daughter is both her pleasure and her pain as she struggles to hold on to her job as a bartender and keep a roof over their heads. With no one to help them—no support system—any unexpected expense or late bill could turn their whole world upside down.

Reeling from the death of his twin brother and bandmate, rock star Oliver Smith is trying to drink his problems away. Apparently he isn’t very good at it; they follow him wherever he goes. Also in hot pursuit are the paparazzi, who catch Oliver at his lowest low.

He could have walked into any bar in California, but he walked into hers. Emery helps Oliver lose the crowd, and they find themselves alone: two people whose paths are marked with loss and pain. However, they hold an unshakable hope for healing. They find solace together, but can their love withstand the world?

This book definitely fulfilled my craving for a rockstar romance. The rock star or R&B star in this instance is Oliver & Alex Smith, who are twins and best friends. But Alex tragically dies and Oliver is left in grief. Emery is a single mother trying to make things meet but she is struggling and she has hardly any support. When Oliver and Emery meet, it starts as a friendship and into something more.

I really liked Oliver and Alex even though Alex was only in the book for a little bit. You can feel their tight brotherly bond and it’s so sad when he dies. Oliver grieves and out of the two brothers he was the quiet and introspective one so dealing with this event is hard for him. But I love how he opens up especially when he meets Emery. He is in a toxic situation with his girlfriend and just in life in general after Alex’s death. Emery is a wonderful character – she loves her daughter, loves her sister and she’s strong despite her toxic upbringing. I love her strength and her softness despite her hard circumstances.

The romance is a slow burn but when they do get together, oh does it burn between them. Don’t be surprised by the sweetness of their relationship because in the bedroom it gets steamy fast. Oliver and Emery start off as friends but they grow closer and Oliver bonds with her daughter which is so adorable. I love the theme of family in this book. Oliver has supportive and caring parents, but Emery has strict parents who withheld affection, even hated her which is truly awful. I liked how it shows how families can be toxic but there is always a chance to stop the cycle and create new, healthy family traditions.

Triggers: mentions of rape, parental neglect/manipulation/verbal abuse, grief, death, post-partum depression, depression

The story is a little predictable when Emery becomes his personal chef, but I didn’t mind that at all. Also just because she’s a personal chef, this wasn’t a foodie book at all. They say her food is amazing but we don’t necessarily get all the food descriptions like we do in more food oriented romance stories.

The sexual parts are quick scenes but pretty hot and descriptive, so if you aren’t into that – this may not be for you.

Why you should read it:

fan of R&B music star falling for regular girl trope
slow burn, steamy love making scenes, sweet romance
emotional story of two people overcoming sadness and struggle in their lives
quick read

Why you might not want to read it:

musician trope
predictable story

My thoughts:

I don’t read a lot of rock star trope stories but once in awhile I get a craving for it. I loved that this was about an R&B star because it’s one of my favorite music genres and this is a diverse read with a beautiful black man and woman as the lead characters. The story is emotional, sweet, and deals with a hard topics like grief and a toxic family. But our couple comes out shining and filled with a new outlook on life and love. I look forward to reading more books from this author.

📚~ Yolanda

Simmer Down by. Sarah Smith | Book Review

My Rating: ⭐️⭐️⭐️

Title: Simmer Down

Author: Sarah Smith

Format: eBook (borrowed)

Pages: 336

Publication Date: 10/12/20

Publisher: Berkeley

Categories: Romance, Enemies to Lovers, Cooking, Contemporary, Adult

In this finger-licking good rom-com, two is the perfect number of cooks in the kitchen.

Nikki DiMarco knew life wouldn’t be all sunshine and coconuts when she quit her dream job to help her mom serve up mouthwatering Filipino dishes to hungry beach goers, but she didn’t expect the Maui food truck scene to be so eat-or-be-eaten—or the competition to be so smoking hot.

But Tiva’s Filipina Kusina has faced bigger road bumps than the arrival of Callum James. Nikki doesn’t care how delectable the British food truck owner is—he rudely set up shop next to her coveted beach parking spot. He’s stealing her customers and fanning the flames of a public feud that makes her see sparks.

The solution? Let the upcoming Maui Food Festival decide their fate. Winner keeps the spot. Loser pounds sand. But the longer their rivalry simmers, the more Nikki starts to see a different side of Callum…a sweet, protective side. Is she brave enough to call a truce? Or will trusting Callum with her heart mean jumping from the frying pan into the fire?

As the title Simmer Down implies, there is some heat in this book – and I thought it was going to come from the cooking. Oh no…no, no…the heat is between Nikki and Callum who start off on the wrong foot, becoming rival food trucks due to both parking in a coveted location. Nikki was there first but Callum refuses to leave. So the pranks start between them, their rivalry even caught on social media but bad publicity is good publicity, right? The two definitely need to “simmer down” but that doesn’t happen. The heat turns up a notch when they give in and become frenemies with benefits!

I thought Nikki’s story of someone from Oregon relocating to Maui was interesting, because I live in Hawaii (Oahu) and it is one of the most expensive states to live in, if not the most expensive…so wanting to do the food truck life and getting by in Hawaii? Yikes, that is tough…but it wasn’t her dream. It was her parents’ dream to have a food truck in retirement but all of that changes when her dad dies and leaves the bills with her mom. Nikki and her mom are grieving and trying to make the best of everything but food truck life is hard.

The setting of Maui is lovely of course but the story also jumps to London for a bit, because Nikki does some traveling. It gives us a chance to see Callum in his element as well. The chemistry between Nikki and Callum are definitely off the charts. Nikki wasn’t afraid to tell him what she wanted in bed, that’s for sure! Outside of the two of them, I also enjoyed Nikki’s budding friendship with Penelope.

And the mention of some Filipino foods like pansit (why have I always spelled it pancit though??), lumpia (can’t have a family party without lumpia!), and adobo (pork is my fave though haha) was nice to sit and Nikki’s mom’s use of the word “anak” for her daughter, it means child.

Triggers: grief

I think I was expecting more Filipno foods in the story, but lumpia seems to be this family’s specialty. And it’s one of my favorite dishes, don’t get me wrong…but I felt like there was a chance to introduce readers to more dishes other than the usuals. I guess I was expecting more filipino culture in the story but didn’t get any more than what I mentioned above.

Nikki is a strong character and I loved that as an only child she dropped everything to be with her mom, but with her relationship with Callum – did she really have to jump to every conclusion, like him cheating when all she could have done was talk to him about it? Aren’t we adults here? Haha…but I get she didn’t want to be caught falling for him and getting hurt because the pain of losing someone if it doesn’t work out. We all have our issues, I get it. I know we need some drama in the story haha.

Why you should read it:

Maui setting, a cat, nude beaches, food trucks and food 😋
Rivals to lovers, they may fight a lot but that translates into a good time in bed
quick read

Why you might not want to read it:

Relationship drama that seem trivial
Nikki making Callum out to be super horrible when he wasn’t

My Final Thoughts:

This one is a quick read filled with food, beaches, and an enemies to lovers romance filled with some unnecessary drama. I enjoyed it for what it was and wish there was a little more about filipino culture, but I’m filipino so my expectations were a tiny bit higher than usual. It didn’t quite meet my expectations but still I thought it was a fun story perfect for a summer read.

📚 ~ Yolanda

If the Shoe Fits (Meant to Be, #1) by. Julie Murphy | ARC Review

My Rating: 3.5/5 Stars

Title: If the Shoe Fits (Meant to Be, #1)

Author: Julie Murphy

Format: eBook (NetGalley)

Pages: 304

Publication Date: 8/3/21

Publisher: Hyperion Avenue

Categories: Romance, Contemporary, Modern Cinderella Twist, Fashion, Reality TV

Disclaimer: **I received this book free from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review. All thoughts and opinions are my own.**

After having just graduated with a degree in shoe design, and trying to get her feet on the ground, Cindy is working for her stepmother, who happens to be the executive producer of America’s favorite reality show, Before Midnight. When a spot on the show needs filling ASAP, Cindy volunteers, hoping it might help jump-start her fashion career, or at least give her something to do while her peers land jobs in the world of high fashion.

Turns out being the only plus size woman on a reality dating competition makes a splash, and soon Cindy becomes a body positivity icon for women everywhere. What she doesn’t expect? That she may just find inspiration-and love-in the process. Ultimately, Cindy learns that if the shoe doesn’t fit, maybe it’s time to design your own.

I love this modern twist on the Cinderella story. Instead of a girl who cleans and slaves away for her stepfamily, we have a curvy girl who is trying to jumpstart her fashion career – her particular love being…shoes. Instead of an evil stepmother and stepsisters, we get a supportive family, which was actually really refreshing.
The reality show/Bachelor inspired storyline mixed with the fashion industry worked for me and I have never watched The Bachelor! It even had a tiny of Project Runway moment which was fun. Having Cindy and Henry build a relationship on the reality show brought in suspicion, hope, and so much insecurities for Cindy.
Cindy is a great character – being plus size doesn’t stop her from living her life, looking good in the clothes and shoes she wears. She’s confident even when she doesn’t feel it and even when she feels insecure, she doesn’t let it hinder her from her goals. I love that she became an inspiration to people in the public through her appearance on the show, even if it was all rigged.
Henry and Cindy are a great match. I love how they meet but wow, I’d never be able to like someone and watch them kiss all these other women for a show! So I’m actually glad at Cindy’s decision in the end, I thought it was awesome how she put herself first since there was no guarantees on how’d everything work out after the show. It does work out in the end though.
I enjoyed the side characters like Sarah Claire and Stacy, would love books about them too! I loved her stepsisters and the triplets. Even the crew was crazy yet fun like Beck and Irina.

Because Henry and Cindy are on this reality show, they don’t get a lot of time together until their one date and I guess I was hoping he’d pick her for more private dates but as we find out, everything is set and rigged for tv ratings.
It does feel more like a young adult book than New Adult or Adult.
This would make a cute rom-com movie.

I found If the Shoe Fits a fun, quick read. I wasn’t expecting to finish it in one night but it was fast-paced with The Bachelor inspired storyline which meant something was always happening to Cindy or the other girls going after Henry. I loved that it features Cindy, a plus size girl and a Cinderella retelling where her family isn’t vicious but supportive. I found Henry and Cindy’s building romance to be sweet and yet as realistic as it can be in a reality tv setting. I loved them more when there were no cameras around. I think many romance lovers will find this one an enjoyable read.

👠 ~ Yolanda

The Dating Dare | ARC Review

My Rating: 2.5/5 Stars

Title: The Dating Dare (A Sweet Mess, #2)

Author: Jayci Lee

Format: eBook (NetGalley)

Pages: 320

Publication Date: 8/3/21

Categories: Romance, Women’s Fiction, Contemporary

Disclaimer: **I received this book free from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review. All thoughts and opinions are my own.**

Tara Park doesn’t do serious relationships. Neither does she hop into bed with virtual strangers. Especially when that particular stranger is her best friend’s new brother-in-law. It isn’t an easy decision, though. Seth Kim is temptation personified. His unreasonably handsome looks and charming personality makes him easy on the eyes and good for her ego.

When a friendly game of Truth or Dare leads to an uncomplicated four-date arrangement with Seth, Tara can’t say she minds. But their dates, while sweet and sexy, have a tendency to hit roadblocks. Thankfully, their non-dates and chance meetings get frequent and heated.

Seth is leaving for a new job in Paris in a month and a no-strings attached fling seemed like a nice little distraction for both… But soon Seth realizes that Tara Park doesn’t come in a “nice & little” package–she’s funny and bold, sweet and sexy, and everything he ever wanted and never expected to find. Neither of them are ready for something serious and both have past relationship baggage they’ve been ignoring, but with a shot at forever on the line will they follow their hearts and take a chance on happily-ever-after?

I enjoyed the first book in the series, A Sweet Mess, and wanted to know what happened with Tara, one of the secondary characters. This is her story.
Tara’s personality is vibrant, fun, loud and she runs a brewery with her family. I could relate to her reluctance to fall in love after her past relationship.
The second half of the book was better to me than the first. I did like seeing how both characters was going to embrace their growing feelings for each other. The four dates in the dating dare were cute.
There’s a happy ending where Tara finally puts aside her ex-relationship trauma and goes for Seth and in Paris, no less, the city of romance, so the ending was great.

Triggers: abuse
It’s lust at first sight with Seth and Tara, but they’ve known each other before they get together in this book since Seth’s brother and Tara’s best friend got together in book one. And the lusting is fine, there are some steamy moments in this book but for some reason, it wasn’t doing anything for me. Their passion for one another made me cringe a little – it was evident they really wanted each other, it’s in their thoughts constantly! I skimmed a few of those parts.
Tara’s past with her ex finally affects her in this relationship because she starts to feel something for Seth but I kind of wish we knew more about it in the beginning of the story. It would have made me more invested in this “dating dare”.

This is a light, fluffy romance and a quick read. It’s not my favorite of this romance series so far, but I did enjoy Tara’s character and their happy ending in Paris. I think with less internal dialogue (I get it, you really want to have sex with each other all the time lol) and more exploring of Tara’s past relationship and how it was affecting her, the story would have appealed to me more.

📖 ~ Yolanda

People We Meet on Vacation by. Emily Henry | Book Review

My Rating: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

Title: People We Meet on Vacation

Author: Emily Henry

Format: eBook (borrowed)

Pages: 364

Publication Date: 5/11/21

Publisher: Berkeley Books

Categories: Romance, Vacation, Contemporary, Friends to Lovers

Two best friends. Ten summer trips. One last chance to fall in love.

Poppy and Alex. Alex and Poppy. They have nothing in common. She’s a wild child; he wears khakis. She has insatiable wanderlust; he prefers to stay home with a book. And somehow, ever since a fateful car share home from college many years ago, they are the very best of friends. For most of the year they live far apart—she’s in New York City, and he’s in their small hometown—but every summer, for a decade, they have taken one glorious week of vacation together.

Until two years ago, when they ruined everything. They haven’t spoken since.

Poppy has everything she should want, but she’s stuck in a rut. When someone asks when she was last truly happy, she knows, without a doubt, it was on that ill-fated, final trip with Alex. And so, she decides to convince her best friend to take one more vacation together—lay everything on the table, make it all right. Miraculously, he agrees.

Now she has a week to fix everything. If only she can get around the one big truth that has always stood quietly in the middle of their seemingly perfect relationship. What could possibly go wrong?

People We Meet on Vacation is such a fun summer read! From the book cover to the story premise, it is meant to be read during summer.

Alex and Poppy are best friends since college, and travel buddies every summer until a trip where events happen that made them not talk for two years. Alex is a travel blogger but she’s lost the happiness she felt when traveling and thinks vacationing with Alex again will help her find that spark she lost, plus she misses him like crazy.

The connection between Alex and Poppy is effortless, minus their first few encounters in college. As they grow together, they become like peanut butter and jelly or peas and carrots, two things that work well together despite major differences in them. Alex is the responsible one, Poppy is the wild one and together they balance each other out. I love how they interacted with one another. The dialogue between them is funny and you could feel how tight their friendship is. Also, you can feel the underlying love with the potential for more between them. It’s a relatable story especially if you’ve ever been in this type of situation where you have a friendship that eventually turns into something more, or the fears about having it be more. No one wants to wreck a good friendship – and sometimes taking it to the next level does damage it and that’s where Poppy and Alex is at.

The ending when they finally try to work things out is very heartwarming and so emotional. And of course we get the happily ever after moment, which is sweet.

As the title suggests, Alex and Poppy do meet a bunch of different people on vacation, but not as much as I expected. There were few here and there but for the most part, this story is Alex and Poppy’s relationship story.

The story moves from past and present as we lead up to the last vacation where they don’t talk afterwards.

Why you should read it:

quick, summer read, and the characters travel (fun since we are living in a time where traveling is risky)
cute and emotional romance between Alex and Poppy
happily ever after feels

Why you might not want to read it:

friends to lovers (if that isn’t your kinda thing)
Alex and Poppy date people throughout their friendship

My Thoughts:

I can see why everyone hyped up this book and it’s a perfect summer read. It’s funny, cute, and has a very emotional ending. I enjoyed it very much and I think this would actually make a cute rom-com movie.

📚 ~ Yolanda

Crave by. Tracy Wolff | Book Review

My Rating: ⭐️⭐️ 1/2 Stars

Title: Crave (#1)

Author: Tracy Wolff

Format: eBook (borrowed)

Pages: 592

Publication Date: 4/7/20

Publisher: Entangled Teen

Categories: Young Adult, Paranormal, Romance, Vampires, Dragons

My whole world changed when I stepped inside the academy. Nothing is right about this place or the other students in it. Here I am, a mere mortal among gods…or monsters. I still can’t decide which of these warring factions I belong to, if I belong at all. I only know the one thing that unites them is their hatred of me.

Then there’s Jaxon Vega. A vampire with deadly secrets who hasn’t felt anything for a hundred years. But there’s something about him that calls to me, something broken in him that somehow fits with what’s broken in me.

Which could spell death for us all.

Because Jaxon walled himself off for a reason. And now someone wants to wake a sleeping monster, and I’m wondering if I was brought here intentionally—as the bait.

I love vampire books so when I saw this series and it had many reviews I decided to finally read it. Yes the cover is so Twilight-esque but I loved Twilight so I was looking forward to see how different Crave would be. I think this one is different enough that it keep me reading it…until I started skimming it in the end.

I liked the hot, brooding vampire boy Jaxon, of course. He definitely fit that role. I really liked that this one has dragons in it, because usually paranormal stories stick to the usual: vampires, shifters, and witches storyline, but this one has dragons and one in particular named Flint who is so mischievous – love him too.

For the most part I thought the story was interesting because Grace was clueless about the “monsters” – she knows something is up, but she doesn’t really know for sure. The story is written for teens though and I would have devoured this book if I was fourteen. It has the hot guys, the one friend/cousin that Grace has who has her back, it has a villain and boarding school life.

Triggers: violence

I started to skim the last 25% of the book because I was a little over Grace being so hypnotized by Jaxon, which means I think this book could’ve been 200 pages shorter. I get it, Jaxon is hot, he’s a vampire and she loves him. They love each other, a lot and this happens in what…a week? She’s new to the school and missed a few classes because all the events going on so I’m pretty sure it’s insta-love. I don’t mind insta-love but this one made me roll my eyes.

Grace – she is special, we just don’t know why so there’s that trope. But she still needs a lot of saving and they all watch over her because someone is trying to kill her. Her being coddled gets kind of old.

I giggled in so many parts of this book and did the face palm or rolled my eyes so in that way I found it entertaining lol but so many cringe worthy moments.

I can see why people would enjoy this story, I mean it made me laugh because of the cringe moments. It’s filled with many common YA tropes which I actually enjoy. There is the nostalgia aspect and the hot, brooding vampire that I love. I liked the addition of dragons and yes this is an outright, unashamed homage to Twilight, Jaxon even gifts Grace a copy of the book haha. It’s not a series I will be continuing because I think the writing just didn’t hold my attention. It’s definitely a book I would have been very into if I was a young teenager though.

📚 ~ Yolanda

Meet Me in Paradise by. Libby Hubscher | Book Review

My Rating: 4.5/5 Stars

Title: Meet Me in Paradise

Author: Libby Hubscher

Format: eBook (borrowed)

Pages: 350

Publication Date: 3/23/21

Publisher: Berkley

Categories: Sisterhood, Family, Grief, Cancer, Romance

Marin Cole has never:
Seen the ocean
Climbed a mountain
Taken a risk on love
….But if her sister’s plan works, she just might do all three.

Ever since her journalist mother died on assignment, Marin has played it safe, refusing to set foot outside the state of Tennessee. Her wild-child younger sister, Sadie, has trotted the globe as a photographer, living off of art and adrenaline.

When Sadie returns from a tough assignment abroad and looks a little worse for wear, Marin reluctantly agrees to a sisters’ spa weekend on the tropical island of Saba. But her lifelong fear of travel is affirmed when Sadie misses the flight, Marin’s luggage gets mixed up with another passenger’s, and an episode of turbulence sends her hurtling into the lap of Lucas Tsai, the handsome stranger who stole her sister’s seat.

For the first time in a long time, Marin has to step outside of her comfort zone as she explores the island with Lucas and learns what she’s been missing out on. With each breathtaking new experience, Marin gets closer to her real self, the man she’s falling for, and the heart-wrenching truth about why she’s there in the first place.

Warning!! This is not a cutesy rom-com. Please don’t go into this one thinking it’s this funny cute rom-com because of the vibrant cover. That’s what I did – and I ended up crying a lot while reading this book.

It starts off with two sisters – it’s mostly told through Marin’s POV but Sadie comes in here and then because she has a story to tell as well. Sadie is the wild child and Marin is the safe and anxious one but there is a reason for that due to their mom’s death when they were young. But Sadie wants Marin to break out of her shell and she definitely makes that happen.

Marin finds herself waiting on the tropical island of Saba for her sister who has decided to blackmail her to have fun. I thought that was cute and you can tell right away these sisters are close, which is heartwarming. Marin even finds herself doing unexpected things on the island with Lucas Tsai who is rich, and gorgeous. From the moment Marin touches down in Saba it’s a very beachy kind of summer read, but things take a turn at the end.

There is a big twist in the story though and one that is heartbreaking. Oh my heart!

Let’s just say yes this is a story about love – one that is so deep between sisters and also a love that is newly found even through the pain of what they are all dealing with. I did love how Marin and Lucas get to know each other in the week they are together, fast maybe? They’re both adults though, and it happens – it’s not insta-love or anything just a really good time.

This story deals with a lot of grief and that topic always speaks to me personally.

Triggers: grief, death, cancer

This book is emotional from the middle onward – bust out the tissues! If you don’t want to read a book about grieving – stay away from this one. For me I thought the story was beautiful from beginning to end, but that’s me. I love Marin and Sadie. Marin and Lucas was just bonus.

Lucas at times came off hot and cold but he also is going through grief, having had lost his dad just recently. Then he went through everything with Marin and Sadie. It made me think this man is strong emotionally and I’m glad Marin had him. I know their romance had to take a backseat in the second half of the story but I didn’t mind. I thought it was cute how they found each other again – the time apart was good and I’m glad Marin got to explore on her own a little.

The book cover is misleading and I went into this expecting some hot summer fling story but what I got was Marin’s personal journey through breaking through her anxiety and then dealing with grief from her past and present. Marin grows a lot and meets so much people on the island of Saba that are kind, and open, something she was missing in her life. She needs that kindness when life deals her more heartbreak. Lucas is there too – with space or open arms, and ready to climb any mountains with her. It’s a story about sisters who love each other so much. It turned out to be a beautiful story about love in the past, present and future.

📚 ~ Yolanda

Quotes from the Book:

It’s a special kind of torture when the one person you want when you’re lost in a black ocean is the very person who just blew up your boat.”
~ Meet Me in Paradise by. Libby Hubscher

It is a truth almost universally acknowledged by survivors that you will ask yourself if you missed something. If you should have known.”
~ Meet Me in Paradise by. Libby Hubscher

I’m not as brave. But I am, finally, after all this time, myself. I’m not all the way there yet, but every day I spend out here on my own in places I’ve never been, the closer I get.”
~ Meet Me in Paradise by. Libby Hubscher

I wasn’t ready to be without you. But I’m doing it.”
~ Meet Me in Paradise by. Libby Hubscher

Chasing Lucky by. Jenn Bennett | Book Review

My Rating: 3/5 Stars

Title: Chasing Lucky

Author: Jenn Bennett

Format: Hardcover (borrowed)

Pages: 416

Publication Date: 11/10/20

Publisher: Simon Pulse

Categories: Contemporary, Young Adult, Romance

Budding photographer Josie Saint-Martin has spent half her life with her single mother, moving from city to city. When they return to her historical New England hometown years later to run the family bookstore, Josie knows it’s not forever. Her dreams are on the opposite coast, and she has a plan to get there.

What she doesn’t plan for is a run-in with the town bad boy, Lucky Karras. Outsider, rebel…and her former childhood best friend. Lucky makes it clear he wants nothing to do with the newly returned Josie. But everything changes after a disastrous pool party, and a poorly executed act of revenge lands Josie in some big-time trouble—with Lucky unexpectedly taking the blame.

Determined to understand why Lucky was so quick to cover for her, Josie discovers that both of them have changed, and that the good boy she once knew now has a dark sense of humor and a smile that makes her heart race. And maybe, just maybe, he’s not quite the brooding bad boy everyone thinks he is…

It’s been awhile since I read a Jenn Bennett book so I was happy to find this one at my library!

Josie and her mother return back to their hometown after leaving years ago. Her mom and grandma doesn’t have the best relationship and Josie’s dad is a famous photographer who she hardly sees but Josie has a plan to one day leave and go be with him.

Coming back to Beauty, Josie runs into her old best friend, Lucky. He is the town’s bad boy now mostly due to some rumors and the way he dresses (leather jacket) and he rides a motorcycle (these boys always get the bad rep). From the first staring contest between them you can feel the sparks flying. But something happens and Lucky takes the fall for her and Josie doesn’t know why.

There’s a lot of family drama in Josie’s life. Her mom has a bad woman reputation in the town, her grandma and mom have a tense relationship, and she has a dad who is basically non-existent in her life but she wants a relationship with him. This whole story was about communication or the lack there of – Josie and her mom doesn’t communicate, her mom usually flees a town and dates a lot to avoid problems. Josie hasn’t really had close relationships since bouncing from town to town – so the closest friend she has is her cousin Evie. Josie’s lying to her mom about a lot of things too. And of course, the communication between Lucky and her is sometimes good, sometimes bad when there are walls between them. But Josie learns to get better at communication and that’s the main thing.

The thing I loved about Lucky and Josie was that they stuck it out and talked – even when it was difficult to get a conversation started. They got angry with one another and even would push so much that one person would shut down (usually Lucky)…but they also cared about one another so much that they couldn’t stay away from one another and wanted to make it work.

Triggers: Bullying, Slut-Shaming

Why was Evie with Adrian? He was such a jerk yet she kept going back to him but he really had no redeeming qualities. He played the villain I suppose but honestly Josie already had enough issues to deal with her mom and dad situation that even without Adrian it would have been enough drama for her to sort through.

Some of the family drama felt unnecessary like the mystery of who Drew was – did Josie and Lucky really have to fight about that?

There is a sex scene but it is not detailed and really it’s like a paragraph long.

Josie has a lot on her plate with high school coming to a close and her plans of leaving her mom is stalled by some events. But these events and Lucky teach her that running away isn’t the only way to deal with a situation. I liked Josie, and I loved Lucky. The drama might have been a tad bit too much for me at times but I still enjoyed the story. It’s not my favorite of Jenn Bennett’s but she definitely has a way of making me want to read a book to the end just to watch two characters fall in love.

📚 ~ Yolanda

The Gilded Ones by. Namina Forna | Book Review

My Rating: 3/5 Stars

Title: The Gilded Ones (Deathless, #1)

Author: Namina Forna

Format: Hardcover (borrowed)

Pages: 432

Publication Date: 2/9/21

Publisher: Delacorte

Categories: Young Adult, Fantasy, Romance

Sixteen-year-old Deka lives in fear and anticipation of the blood ceremony that will determine whether she will become a member of her village. Already different from everyone else because of her unnatural intuition, Deka prays for red blood so she can finally feel like she belongs.

But on the day of the ceremony, her blood runs gold, the color of impurity–and Deka knows she will face a consequence worse than death.

Then a mysterious woman comes to her with a choice: stay in the village and submit to her fate, or leave to fight for the emperor in an army of girls just like her. They are called alaki–near-immortals with rare gifts. And they are the only ones who can stop the empire’s greatest threat.

Knowing the dangers that lie ahead yet yearning for acceptance, Deka decides to leave the only life she’s ever known. But as she journeys to the capital to train for the biggest battle of her life, she will discover that the great walled city holds many surprises. Nothing and no one are quite what they seem to be–not even Deka herself.

First thing I love about this book is the cover. It’s vibrant and has a beautiful girl on the cover looking fierce. The synopsis sounded intriguing and for the beginning part of the book, I was hooked.

Deka is going through a rough time – her blood ceremony went haywire and it showed she wasn’t pure as she was hoping. She finds out she’s an alaki, basically a half-demon and she gets sent to the emperor to join his alaki soldiers to fight the Deathstrikers. Deathstrikers are demon creatures terrorizing the empire and Deka has a link to them, which makes her different.

I liked how the other alaki ~ all girls ~ decide to bond together instead of fight one another. They realize it’s not going to be pretty training as alaki but together, they can come out of this period successfully. So they become their own family and look out for one another. There was a lot of women power themes in this story.

There is a tiny bit of romance, nothing that takes away from Deka and her journey of finding out what she really is.

Triggers: death in many gruesome ways, violence towards women, torture, mention of rape

It’s gory. Deka is killed multiple times, in various ways but she’s a demon so – she doesn’t die yet, but her village elders definitely used her golden blood to profit from. Ugh. Many of the other alaki girls who didn’t arrive with Deka were violated and killed multiple times as well. So there is a lot of violence towards girls! On the other hand, the emperor’s elite fighting warriors/assassins are women, so the story showed both violence towards women and women committing violence. It showed the girls suffering because their survival shows how strong they are.

The story lost me at the halfway point when I felt like I wasn’t connecting to Deka at all. She tries to find out more about her mom, she keeps changing and as a reader, I could guess what she was changing into. I got a little bored and not even Ixa the shapeshifting animal could rouse my interest. Maybe I wanted Deka to be more angry? Like Belcalis? If my community tried to kill me nine times in every way possible, I’d be enraged and come back with a vengeance – but that’s me. Deka has more grace than I do! Haha! She’s a good person.

The message of The Gilded Ones is great – though we may suffer, whatever doesn’t kill us – makes us stronger. I enjoyed the world building because it is unique but I wish I connected more to Deka, I think I connected more to her friends. I think many readers will definitely love this book even if I didn’t, because it has a strong message and so much girl power infused in the story.

📚 ~ Yolanda