The Someday Garden by. Ashley Poston | Audiobook Review

My Rating: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

Spice Rating: 🌶️🌶️

Title: The Someday Garden

Author: Ashley Poston

Pages: 400

Listening Hours: 11 hours 25 min (approx.)

Format: audiobook (Libby)

Publication Date: 6/16/26

Categories: Women’s Fiction, Romance, Contemporary, Magical Realism

The new head gardener at the enchanting Lilymoor House stumbles upon a secret garden . . . with a mysterious man trapped inside, in the next magical novel from the New York Times bestselling author of Sounds Like Love and The Seven Year Slip.

When Sophie Drear plans her escape to coastal Maine for the summer—for a temporary job revitalizing the storied grounds at Lilymoor House—she doesn’t expect to fall in love.

But she does: With the beguiling land, the fragrant flowers, and the towering hedge maze. With the quirky staff and the enigmatic woman who owns the place.

And then, the door appears. Never in the same place twice, it leads her to a secret, and unfinished, garden with a frustrated thundercloud of a man trapped inside.

This mysterious garden is not the only sign that the future of Lilymoor is unstable: the foliage resists Sophie’s careful nurturing, vines threaten to strangle the hedges, and the manor’s owner has wild ideas about who will take over when she retires—including her inconveniently attractive nephew who is also there just for the summer.

Despite herself, Sophie has come to care for the residents of Lilymoor just as much as she cares for its grounds. With the help of one man on the outside of the secret garden, and one man on the inside, she might be the only person who can figure out exactly what Lilymoor needs to bloom once more.

Content Warning: death, grief

+ This author does magical realism so well, and the narrator did such an amazing job. I was sucked into this story. There were actually times in this audiobook I wish I was reading the ebook so I could highlight phrases that touched me.

+ My favorite part of the story had to be about Sophie journey through grief and learning to come to peace with her best-friend’s passing. Their story was so sweet, especially with their adoration of Lilymoor and their love for each other was so real that I was heartbroken for Sophie and I related to her a lot in how she dealt with her grief. So I saw a lot of myself in Sophie and I think people who have lost someone like that will relate as well. But it was so gratifying to see Sophie try to move forward – the ending even made me cry.

+ I love the found family Sophie has with her coworkers at Lilymoor. They all had their quirks and she tried to not getting close to anyone since her job was temporary, but I love how Lilymoor and the people eventually take root in her heart. Lilymoor is what sounds like from all the descriptions, a gorgeous garden – it made me want to visit! I love the analogy of a garden as it is to life. So many times throughout the book Sophie says life is like a garden – nothings stays forever, it is always changing, growing and dying.

+~ For me, I feel like the romance wasn’t as much a focus (for me at least), as the grief journey. But it was definitely an aspect of helping Sophie move on because she felt stuck in life – in her career, her love life (lack of), just everything because she was grieving Harrie so badly. Cyrus, is the man she meets in this secret door that leads to a garden – he is actually Lilymoor’s owner’s nephew, who has good memories of the estate but also traumatic ones. Sophie meets with him and they eventually fall in love, but he’s stuck in a different space of time there in that garden. A lot of the story feels like a cozy read, where Cyrus and Sophie get to know one another. There is some spice.

+~ There were times I wanted more explanation about the magic in the garden but I guess that’s just me digging for information and not going with the flow. For the most part I went with the flow, but there were times I wondered about why timed moved slowly for Cyrus in the garde, etc…

Final Thoughts:

This one touched my heart because losing someone and experience grief was something very relatable to me in this book. I loved seeing Sophie learn to enjoy life again whether it was when she was falling in love, or knowing she wanted to stay on at Lilymoor or opening up and getting to know her coworkers. It’s a touching story about friendship and strength to keep going and that ending made me cry.

Read if you like:

magical realism
grief journey, growth
found family
romance

Book Links:

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Other Books I’ve Read From This Author:

Sounds Like Love by. Ashley Poston | Audiobook – 4 stars/🌶️

A Novel Love Story by. Ashley Poston | Book Review – 3.5 stars

The Dead Romantics by. Ashley Poston | Book Review – 4.5 stars

This Book Made Me Think of You by. Libby Page | Audiobook

My Rating: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

Title: This Book Made Me Think of You

Author: Libby Page

Narrator(s): Zadeiah Campbell-Davies

Format: audiobook (Libby)

Pages: 320 Listening Time: approximately 10 hours 10 min

Publication Date: 2/3/26

Publisher: Penguin Audio

Categories: Contemporary, Grief, Romance, Bookstore

A woman receives an unexpected gift from the man she loved and lost—a year of books, one for every month—launching a reading-inspired journey to live, dream, and love again in this glimmering and heart-stopping novel.

Twelve books. Twelve months. One chance to heal her heart…

When Tilly Nightingale receives a call telling her there’s a birthday gift from her husband waiting for her at her local bookshop, it couldn’t come as more of a shock. Partly because she can’t remember the last time she read a book for pleasure. But mainly because Joe died five months ago….

When she goes to pick up the present, Alfie, the bookshop owner with kind eyes, explains the gift—twelve carefully chosen books with handwritten letters from Joe, one for each month, to help her turn the page on her first year without him.

At first Tilly can’t imagine sinking into a fictional world, but Joe’s tender words convince her to try, and something remarkable happens—Tilly becomes immersed in the pages, and a new chapter begins to unfold in her own life. Monthly trips to the bookstore—and heartfelt conversations with Alfie—give Tilly the comfort she craves and the courage to set out on a series of reading-inspired adventures that take her around the world. But as she begins to share her journey with others, her story—like a book—becomes more than her own.

Content Warning: grief, illness, death

World Building: Set around an indie bookstore where Tilly’s late husband has left her a book a month to get through the year after his death. This book is heartwarming, heartbreaking and cozy! The indie bookstore has a book owner Alfie who also knows his share of grief when losing his father. The store also has a cat. This story is definitely for the book lovers and indie bookstore lovers.

Characters: Tilly is lost without her husband Joe, but this is the year she gets out and takes a chance on life because of the books he has left her. It was nice seeing her grow and I related to her grief. Alfie is the shop owner who Tilly befriends but feelings grow between them slowly. I did like the storyline between Tilly and her sister, who meant well even though Tilly was afraid to try new things – I like how they eventually work things out.

Romance: We get a peek at Tilly’s romance with her late-husband Joe and then her trying to maybe make room for more love with Alfie. It’s sweet, heart-warming and I was rooting for both of them.

Story: The narrator did a fantastic job, loved her accent, her voice was soothing. This story was reminding me a little bit of the movie, P.S. I Love You, which I loved. This story really takes us on Tilly’s journey through grief and finding her way with her family, her career and new love. She goes on trips, does a half marathon and works things out with her sister. And then she also starts to fall in love again. It’s a beautiful story! It is a bit of a cozy read, so sometimes in the middle, I found it a little slow, but that’s an issue for me.

Vibes/Tropes: P.S. I Love You, book lover romance

Final Thoughts:

This one was a little triggering for me but I was invested in Tilly’s journey through her grief and watching her grow so much! It is so heartwarming seeing Tilly learn to live and love again. This story is definitely for the book lovers!

Read if you like:

bookstore and book lover romance
life journey
grief

Book Links:

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In Time With You by. Kristin Dwyer | ARC Review

My Rating: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

Title: In Time With You

Spice Rating: 🌶️

Author: Kristin Dwyer

Format: eBook (NetGalley)

Pages: 384

Publication Date: 3/3/26

Publisher: Wednesday Books

Categories: New Adult, Contemporary, Romance, Magical Realism, Grief, Time Travel

Disclaimer: **I received this book free from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review. All thoughts and opinions are my own.**

Thank you to Wednesday Books for giving me a chance to read this eARC in exchange for an honest review!

Can she get it right the second time(line) around?

You’ve Reached Sam meets Before I Fall in this gripping speculative romance about one girl saving her first love’s life by falling for the last person she ever should – his best friend.

Nieve Monroe is devastated after her boyfriend Carter dies saving her from drowning. Even worse she blames herself for his death… and so does his best friend, Max. He was there with them on that fateful day, and he’s never liked Nieve.

Unable to pull herself from her grief and wanting to hide from the accusation in his eyes, Nieve goes to stay with her grandmother, who has always had strange stories to tell of uncanny happenings, of magic and make believe. The next morning, Nieve wakes up on the first day of college, the year before.

This time she plans to make sure Carter never follows her into that river. She’ll do everything in her power to keep him safe, even if it means losing him in other ways. But the more distance she puts between her and Carter, the closer she gets to Max, drawn to him in ways she never expected. But is she betraying Carter if the only way she can save him is to move on? And can she ever forget her past to embrace her future?

Kristin Dwyer’s In Time with You is a heartbreaking story of first love, loss, and one chance to change everything.

Content Warning: grief, death, drowning, PTSD, anxiety, underage drinking, family estrangement

+ I don’t know what I was expecting from this story but what an emotional rollercoaster. I have lost someone in the past, in an accident, so a lot of the questions Nieve has in this book – hit a little too close to home. So if you lost someone, just know this story can be triggering.

+ Nieve’s boyfriend Carter dies in an accident that involves her. She is lost in the darkness of grief and can’t quite move on. She blames herself. She tries to go back to college but she can barely get out of bed and then her grandmother rips the yarn threads from her blanket. Now Nieve’s grandmother and their ancestors before them are very superstitious and they are artists who founded this college that Nieve and her cousin goes too. But yarn is magical in their family, each color represents emotions, and certain colors can help do things like ward off nightmares – Nieve and her cousin Linden have been working on their own blankets all their lives, and the yarn being stitched a little at a time represented a time of their life or something special too them. This blanket is their timeline and when Nieve’s grandmother rips out the threads that was Nieve’s memories of Carter – Nieve travels back in time to the moment she meets Carter. Her goal? Not to date him so she can change his future – but will it work?

+ I was hooked on this story because I needed to see how this would work out. I don’t particularly love time travel stories and there were times while reading this my mind said no, Nieve can’t do this, or else she will mess everything up. But it’s because I was afraid for her, I was afraid what her actions may mean, and what outcome would be or what if she tries to change his future but he dies again anyway. Because yes, she lost Carter in the first timeline, but isn’t she also losing him again in this second timeline? She’s losing him as a boyfriend, but keeping him alive. It’s emotional devastating and bittersweet.

+ And because Nieve is pushing Carter away, someone else (who she thought hated her in the first timeline) becomes the person she wants and it’s confusing feelings all around. I was rooting for her with this other guy but also gutted about it because things change drastically and in unexpected ways. There is romance but not with who I thought it would be with – which was a bittersweet feeling. But I did love him for her, come on, Max reads Pablo Neruda poems – I fell in love with him for that alone! There is a little spice, but it was just enough. But it was just really interesting to see how Nieve could see Carter with a different perspective in this second timeline.

+ I love Nieve’s family and their traditions. There’s a rumor her grandmother is a witch and I could definitely see the witchy and magical elements of the story. I love how close she is to her grandma and cousin, because she clearly wasn’t close to her mom but it was…expected. It just seemed like in Nieve’s family, it is what it is. I’m just glad she had her grandma and cousin. I also love how this story revolves around art – the college they go to is a small college focusing on art whether it’s writing, dancing, or creating with paint and pencil.

~ Like I said above, time travel is not my favorite trope, and there were times when I thought how could Nieve even function when she changed one thing, a ripple would happen and altogether things would change. I felt like I was going crazy with her because it was out of her control! That part got a little frustrating for me because she could kiss someone and the next day it didn’t happen because the timeline would change a little. Her grandma’s advice was to make only ripples of changes not big changes and I felt like Nieve followed the instructions as best she could but still something huge would change. So I felt her madness and anxiety as she neared the day Carter would die. I just wish she had more guidance and explanation about the yarn and the ripples and the timeline. But grandma just trusted Nieve whole-heartedly, she was kind of bad-ass.

~ Things change a lot in the new timeline and when Nieve pushes Carter away, he ends up with someone else and yikes, I would have hated to be in Nieve’s shoes. You can tell she really loved him enough to keep him alive and look past him dating other people.

Final Thoughts:

I found this story emotional, engrossing, heartbreaking, and complicated. I was hooked on this story from the start and I found myself feeling everything Nieve was feeling. I may not have understood some of the timeline changes but I went with it and found myself invested until the very end. It’s definitely the kind of story that will stick with me for awhile. I’ve read three books now from this author and each time, it grabs me by the heartstrings. I look forward to reading more from this author!

Book Links:

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Some Mistakes Were Made by. Kristin Dwyer | Book Review ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️💫

The Atlas of Us by. Kristin Dwyer | ARC Review ⭐️⭐️⭐️💫

Goodbye and Everything After by. Mae Coyiuto | ARC Review

My Rating: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

Title: Goodbye and Everything After

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Author: Mae Coyiuto

Format: eBook (NetGalley)

Pages: 320

Publication Date: 2/17/26

Publisher: Feiwel & Friends

Categories: Young Adult, Contemporary, Romance, Magical Realism, Filipino Representation

Disclaimer: **I received this book free from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review. All thoughts and opinions are my own.**

Thank you to Feiwel & Friends for giving me a chance to read this eARC in exchange for an honest review!

A teen girl comes face to face with her dad’s spirit when she ignores a strict Filipino superstition in this contemporary young adult novel that tackles grief, family tension, and first love.

It’s been five years since Nika’s beloved father passed away, but her family has never fully grieved. They don’t speak of him much at all, except on the anniversary of his death.

Whenever they visit her father’s grave, Nika’s superstitious mother still insists on practicing pagpag, a Filipino belief that you can never go directly home after attending a funeral—or risk the spirit of the departed following you back home.

But when her mom’s new fiancé suddenly shows up at the cemetery for this year’s memorial for her dad, she furiously walks out, breaking the pagpag superstition. The next day, she finds herself face-to-face with the ghost of her dead father. . . and Nika’s the only one who can see him.

As she spends time reconnecting with her dad’s ghost, Nika learns about her parents’ past and how they started dating back in high school. And when she starts to fall for her neighbor Seph and accidentally re-creates memories of her parents’ love story with him, her dad’s spirit slowly becomes more solid and alive. Fearing that she’ll lose her dad again, Nika makes it her mission to find a way to make her dad stay permanently, no matter what the cost.

With a perfect blend of humor and heart, Mae Coyiuto artfully brings past to present in a way that explores grief head-on.

Content Warning: grief, cursing

Nika is a teenager and dealing with a lot of emotions. Her mom is engaged to be married to their dentist, and Nika feels like she is the only one grieving her dad’s death. She is a teenager, so she has some very strong feelings and thoughts about everything, and she curses.

What drew me to this story was the Filipino representation, more interestingly the Chinese-Filipino representation that I’m not to familiar with. I love seeing my people represented in books, so this was a great way for me to learn more about one of the many different cultures that thrive in the Philippines. Even though I’m not Chinese-Filipino I still recognized some of the foods they talked about, which I love. I related to the family expectations Nika is dealing with and family drama.

When her dad appears to her, I thought it was fitting, because it gave her a sense of closure at the end and helped the family come together to not only honor his memory, but deal with the grief each of them have been handling, almost alone, but not really alone.

There is even a little teenage romance, which I thought was cute.

Final Thoughts:

I loved the Filipino representation in this book with the cultural practices, the food, and the family dynamics. I thought this was a heart felt story that dealt with grief and moving on, which can be really strong feeling to manage when you are a teenager. But I thought this story did a great job of showing how closure, forgiveness, and moving on can be healing for everyone.

Book Links:

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The Scammer by. Tiffany D. Jackson | ARC Review

My Rating: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

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Title: The Scammer

Author: Tiffany D. Jackson

Format: eBook (NetGalley)

Pages: 368

Publication Date: 10/7/25

Publisher: Quill Tree Books

Categories: Young Adult, Mystery, Thriller, Horror, Grief, Cult

Disclaimer: **I received this book free from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review. All thoughts and opinions are my own.**

Thank you to Quill Tree Books for giving me a chance to read this eARC in exchange for an honest review!

New York Times bestselling author Tiffany D. Jackson delivers another stunning, ripped-from-the-headlines thriller, following a freshman girl whose college life is turned upside down when her roommate’s ex-convict brother moves into their dorm and starts controlling their every move.

Out from under her overprotective parents, Jordyn is ready to kill it in prelaw at a prestigious, historically Black university in Washington DC. When her new roommate’s brother is released from prison, the last thing Jordyn expects is to come home and find the ex-convict on their dorm room sofa. But Devonte needs a place to stay while he gets back on his feet—and how could she say no to one of her new best friends?

Devonte is older, as charming as he is intelligent, pushing every student he meets to make better choices about their young lives. But Jordyn senses something sinister beneath his friendly advice and growing group of followers. When one of Jordyn’s roommates goes missing, she must enlist the help of the university’s lone white student to uncover the mystery—or become trapped at the center of a web of lies more tangled than she can imagine.

Content Warning: violence, mention of suicide, death, bullying, gaslighting, sexual assault

+ Tiffany D. Jackson is a must-read author for me and this one did not disappoint! What makes this story even more interesting is that this is based on a true story the author saw in the news – she makes a note of it in the beginning of the book. And it made me even more intrigued on how she would write this story.

+ Jordyn has defied her parents wishes and chose to go to Frazier, an HBCU, rather than Yale. She is Black but her parents did not raise her in the culture, and her reasoning to go to Frazier was to do just that and experience a place where she belonged and didn’t stand out according to her skin color. But Jordyn is also dealing with some heavy grief from losing her older brother to suicide. Going to Frazier is her fresh start but though college starts off fun, things start to take a very dark turn when her roommate’s brother, Devonte, who just got out of prison starts to live with them in their dorm room.

+ I didn’t know where this story was going for a minute because I couldn’t believe how Devonte suckered Jordyn and her friends into his conspiracy theories. But it happens quick because Jordyn is a broken person before meeting Devonte. He says the right things, luring these girls into conspiracy theories but it clicks – they fall for his scam fast! And seeing him create this cult, and this hive mentality, was familiar because it’s relatable to the current state of affairs in our world today.

+ Jordyn as a character did keep me on my toes because I believed her to be a smart girl and wondered why she wasn’t questioning Devonte more about the things he made them learn, wear, act, eat. The cult was getting violent too and everything is explained at the end but I thought wow, she put herself in so much danger! There is a twist in the end and I kind of figure some of it out earlier but I had to see it play out. It was definitely more than I was expecting.

+ There’s even a little romance between Jordyn and the only white boy on campus, Nick. He had an interesting background that we got to learn about once he started opening up but I liked that no matter what Jordyn was going through, he was there for her without judging. They were cute together.

~ Throughout the story, I wanted to shake some sense into Jordyn and her friends but it’s also why the story was so gripping. I had to see how at least Jordyn was going to come out of this alive. I was frightened for her and couldn’t for the life of me figure out why she kept going back to the dorm when it was scary to be there. You do have to suspend your belief because why didn’t they just kick this guy out? Also this cult happens in a matter of a few days – weeks! But these are college kids and still impressionable and wanting to belong especially when being away from home. Devonte just got into their heads, which is scary!

Final Thoughts:

I finished this one in two days because it was hard to put down! It’s based on a true story which is actually really frightening. This was a gripping story and I enjoyed the suspense, the mystery, the twist and even the romance. But you do have to suspend your belief a little (even if this is based on a true story!), because Jordyn and her friends fall into this cult mentality so fast and you think how can that be? But this stuff does happen in real life way too much unfortunately.

Book Links:

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Other Books I’ve Read From This Author:

The Weight of Blood by. Tiffany D. Jackson | Book Review ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

Monday’s Not Coming by. Tiffany D. Jackson | Book Review ⭐️⭐️⭐️💫

White Smoke by. Tiffany D. Jackson | Book Review ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

Grown | Book Review ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

And the River Drags Her Down by. Jihyun Yun | ARC Review

My Rating: ⭐️⭐️⭐️💫

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Title: And the River Drags Her Down

Author: Jihyun Yun

Format: eBook (NetGalley)

Pages: 400

Publication Date: 10/7/25

Publisher: Knopf Books for Young Readers

Categories: Young Adult, Horror, Grief, Paranormal

Disclaimer: **I received this book free from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review. All thoughts and opinions are my own.**

Thank you to Knopf Books for Young Readers for giving me a chance to read this eARC in exchange for an honest review!

She has always known the rules – never resurrect anything larger than the palm of her hand, but that was before her sister died. A chilling, compulsive exploration of sisterhood, loss, and revenge.

“Yun beautifully captures the haunting of family myths in this slow-burn horror. Eerie and poignant, And The River Drags Her Down will sweep readers into its relentless current.”
– Trang Thanh Tran, New York Times bestselling author of She Is a Haunting

When her older sister is found mysteriously drowned in the river that cuts through their small coastal town, Soojin Han disregards every rule and uses her ancestral magic to bring Mirae back from the dead. At first, the sisters are overjoyed, reveling in late-night escapades and the miracle of being together again, but Mirae grows tired of hiding from the world. She becomes restless and hungry . . .

Driven by an insatiable desire to finish what she started in life, to unravel the truth that crushed her family so many years ago, Mirae is out for revenge.

When their town is engulfed by increasingly destructive rain and a series of harrowing, unusual deaths, Soojin is forced to reckon with the fact that perhaps the sister she brought back isn’t the one she knew.

Content Warning: violence, murder, death, grief, body horror

+ I was attracted to this book cover and thought this would be such a good read for spooky season, and I was right! I like the Korean representation. Soojin and her family is Korean along with her friend Mark and his family. It’s set in a small town, and Soojin’s family has a reputation for being cursed.

+ Soojin has lost her mom and her sister. Her grief is immeasurable and it’s changed her. It’s broken her family. But her family has an ancestor who had an interesting power, they could bring the dead back to life. I sympathized with Soojin, but I was also trying to warn her in my head that this was not the right path and sure enough she has to face the consequences for her actions.

+ Mirae, comes back to life but she is not herself. What is brought back to life is never the same, no matter how Soojin wanted to believe it was still her sister. And Mirae is out for revenge. There is a murder mystery that almost everyone in town except the perpetrators and Mirae know about, so she takes it on herself to carry our the revenge. The horror of her coming in forms of water was so good, scary and so creepy! There is a lot of body horror but I think that was needed to show how this wasn’t Mirae.

+ The way this book tackled grief and letting go of someone was really good. I cannot blame Soojin for what she did, but I wanted to shake some sense into her and tell her that bringing something back doesn’t mean it’s a good thing. Sometimes you have to let go. The story about her ancestor and the chicken they kept killing and reviving to survive hits hard! It’s a good lesson to learn.

~ Again, I was frustrated with Soojin. Her dad had every right to be so angry with her. And Mark, was such a big support to her, and yet she never listened to him either. So at times, it was just hard watching Soojin make this choice and see her be delusional about Mirae until it’s too late.

Final Thoughts:

This is a young adult horror story that tackles the theme of grief. It really is heartbreaking what happened to Soojin and her dad and this was her way of trying to bring one part of her happiness back. The horror elements are so good, if this was a horror film, I wouldn’t watch it because I’d be freaked out about with any water, and bathroom scenes! If you are looking for an emotional fall read with horror and paranormal elements, you might enjoy this one.

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Charlie Quinn Lets Go by. Jamie Varon | ARC Review

My Rating: ⭐️⭐️⭐️💫

Spice: 🌶️

Title: Charlie Quinn Lets Go

Author: Jamie Varon

Format: eBook (NetGalley)

Pages: 304

Publication Date: 9/30/25

Publisher: Park Row

Categories: Women’s Fiction, Contemporary, Romance

Disclaimer: **I received this book free from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review. All thoughts and opinions are my own.**

Thank you to Park Row for giving me a chance to read this eARC in exchange for an honest review!

Charlie Quinn has spent her life playing by the rules. But when, on her thirtieth birthday, she is laid off, her boyfriend leaves her because their life is too “predictable” and she spends the night with violent food poisoning, she hits rock bottom at a stunning velocity, and her carefully constructed world unravels.

She has no choice but to return to her childhood home in LA, where her little sister strikes up an Can control freak Charlie go a whole month saying yes to anything her free-spirited sister requests? Charlie agrees, if only to prove that living by one’s whims will result in nothing but disaster and disappointment.

But when a serendipitous encounter with her high school crush leads to a month of steamy no-strings romance, Charlie starts questioning her monotonous existence. Can she learn to loosen her grip, to let go of past heartbreak, to finally say yes to a messy, bold and exciting life?

Content Warning: grief, trauma, parental abandonment

+ Charlie Quinn’s life has turned upside down and for the woman who values control of her life, this is not ideal. Her younger sister, Benny tells her to come home and she does – reluctantly. Home has a different meaning for Charlie who as a kid, didn’t feel safe with her carefree, free-spirited mom who is an actor looking for her big break. Charlie was afraid because her mom didn’t have a stable job and why Charlie worked hard for her job and put her whole self into working. But coming home is something that she needed desperately.

+ While Charlie goes home, she replays nightmares of a moment in her past. She’s in college, meets the man of her dreams and they make plans to travel the world. She’s in love, but it’s clear this story doesn’t have a happy ending and most likely is the trauma that makes Charlie the way she is now. Yes, before meeting him she already felt unlovable – because her dad abandoned the family, but after this time with Noah has made her afraid of love, and wanting joy in her life. I love Charlie’s mom and sister and that their house is a place where people can gather and be themselves (except Charlie I suppose).

+ The romance with Alex, her crush from high school is really cute. I was really rooting for Charlie to embrace their attraction and open up to him. But this is a realistic story and people in trauma don’t open themselves up to happiness that easy, as we see in this story.

+ I really liked the themes that are tackled in this story: family, self-worth, passion versus stability, mental health, and grief. Charlie is not okay, but bottling it up for year was not the right thing to do even though she thought it was. I’m just glad things worked out in the end.

~ Charlie is such a tough nut to crack and she frustrated me with throwing all her anger over everything in her life towards her mom. I wanted to shake her. I understand her fears – her story actually triggered me, and caused me to shed a tear, but wow, was it frustrating to see her take it out on her mom.

~ There is mention about the pandemic and I know some people don’t like that in books. I don’t mind it at all – the pandemic was a change in mindset for a lot of people and it shows it here in this story.

~ There’s a moment that helps Charlie “see the light” so to speak and it feels a bit magical. Not sure that was needed at all and would’ve like it without it.

Final Thoughts:

This was such a quick read, which I appreciated! I loved all the themes about family, self-growth, and love. Charlie really needed to let go, and I hate that she took it out on her mom, but this story was showing a complicated family and that’s realistic. Overall, I enjoyed this one, even though it got a tiny bit triggering for me.

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A Journey to Us by. Lady B | Book Review

My Rating: ⭐️⭐️⭐️

Title: A Journey to Us

Author: Lady B

Format: ebook (own- gifted to me)

Pages: 280

Publication Date: 5/10/24

Categories: Romance, Adult, Contemporary

Jasmine believed she found her anchor in the charismatic and mysterious Daniel. But as the glimmering facade begins to crumble at a friend’s wedding, Jasmine is thrust into a heart-wrenching revelation of betrayal. Shattered illusions, stolen glances, and a web of emotions unravel in a tale of love, trust, and the haunting echoes of a broken promise. Will she rise from the ruins, or will the shadows of the past forever eclipse the chance for a new dawn?

Years later, as Jasmine walks down the aisle, the Best Man standing tall beside the groom locks eyes with her – Daniel, the man who once ignited a flame in her heart. In that fleeting gaze, buried emotions resurface, unveiling a tumultuous journey of love and loss. The haunting question Can the heart mend when the very person who broke it stands at the precipice of her forever?

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A Journey to Us is written in British English spellings, e.g. ‘mum’ instead of ‘mom’ and ‘realised’ instead of ‘realized’. This may appear incorrect to some readers when compared to US English books, but they are not typos.

Content Warning: accident, grief, medical issue, depression

A friend of mine sent me this book and asked me to read and review it so here it goes:

Jasmine and Daniel meet in an unexpected way and the book basically is about the journey of them getting together, hanging out, becoming friends and then trying to be something more, facing challenges in their relationship and dealing with it. It’s a realistic romance – so at times I found it triggering but I’m sure many people who have been in relationships would be able to relate to this story.

The two of them have personal challenges to deal with, whether it’s trust or insecurities, or just actually opening up to one another and telling each other the truth. At times I wish they would just tell one another their true feelings because miscommunication is one of my least favorite things in a romance. They have a push and pull kind of relationship that got a little frustrating for me.

This story spans three years, in under 300 pages, and most of the time they are not in a relationship but are just friends. So I did wish we got more happy romance scenes between them as a couple. There is hardly any spice and it’s closed door but you can tell it’s a very romantic moment for them when they finally do take their relationship there. I did like the diversity in the characters though and their chemistry was nice. They are very sweet with one another and have good banter.

Warning, this book has a sad ending. The ending is rushed though, so I didn’t quite feel the emotional impact it was supposed to hit me with.

Final Thoughts:

I’ll say that this isn’t my usual type of book to read but if you like a romance story that is focused on the ups and downs of trying to be in a relationship, and some drama, then you will enjoy this one. It’s also one without spice, so it’s sweet and romantic but has a tragic ending.

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Everything I Promised You by. Katy Upperman | ARC Review

My Rating: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

Title: Everything I Promised You

Author: Katy Upperman

Format: eBook (NetGalley)

Pages: 384

Publication Date: 1/28/25

Publisher: Sourcebooks Fire

Categories: Young Adult, Grief, Contemporary, Romance

Disclaimer: **I received this book free from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review. All thoughts and opinions are my own.**

Thank you to Sourcebooks Fire for giving me a chance to read this ARC in exchange for an honest review!

An emotionally raw and romantic YA novel perfect for fans of Laura Nowlin’s If He Had Been with Me.

Their love was written in the stars, but how is Lia to move on when death trumps fate?

When Lia’s mom was 17, she had her fortune told and learned her only daughter was fated to fall in love with her best friend’s son. Life unfolded exactly as predicted, and despite the army-brat lifestyle bringing them in and out of each other’s orbit, Lia and Beckett were meant to be. Or so they thought.

When a freak heart attack steals Beck’s life, Lia is devastated and unmoored. She lived her life by her mom’s old fortune; if she was fated to be with Beck, and Beck is gone, who is she supposed to be? And is there room in her broken heart for life, let alone another love?

Content Warning: death, grief, foster care

Likes:

+ Lia (Amelia) is grieving. The love of her life has died and she doesn’t know how to go on. Being an Army brat, she’s attended more schools than most kids but now at this new school she has to deal with new changes, new friends and her grief.

+ I thought this was such a heart-warming story because of how close Beck and Lia’s mom’s were close throughout their lives (soulmates) and that’s how Beck and Lia had been in each other’s lives since birth. The story portrays the different people feeling grief, not only Lia, and I like that. Her grief is painful and relatable. I also love how this story starts with a fortune teller and her mother. And it really questions what happens when the plans you’ve made are destroyed and how you get back up and forge a new plan and path.

+ Lia is not only dealing with grief. It is her senior year, so she has some hard decisions to make about her plans after high school. But she does try hard to make friends, and she meets a really good group of girls who support her immediately. She even finds her heart opening to someone new, who is really a great guy. I love that even through all the pain, she is ready to live her life again.

+ The romance is slow and sweet! There are flashbacks about her relationship with Beck, but her new relationship with Isaiah is so different and I love that for her. I like how he gives her space. Isaiah has had a hard upbringing too and foster care is a topic discussed in this book. These two broken people come together and it’s a wonderful love story.

Dislikes:

~ I’m not a fan of flashbacks but I like how this showed how young and sweet Beck and Lia’s love is but also was flawed in hindsight.

~ Lia’s relationship with her parents is strained but I can understand why because grieve is a chaotic place to be. I just wish she let her mom in more, but I get it. I totally get it.

Final Thoughts:

I really enjoyed this story. I like how it takes a look at young love and grief. My heart broke for Lia because I can relate to her story – how do you move on when the plans for your future is destroyed in one moment? It’s a hard journey and Lia’s story reflects how sometimes it’s bittersweet but also how there is hope for the future, and there is more life and love to give and receive if you are open to it.

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If I Promise You Wings by. A.K.Small | ARC Review

My Rating: ⭐️⭐️⭐️💫

Title: If I Promise You Wings

Author: A.K. Small

Format: eBook (NetGalley)

Pages: 336

Publication Date: 1/16/24

Publisher: Algonquin Young Readers

Categories: Young Adult, Romance, Contemporary, Coming of Age, Grief

Disclaimer: **I received this book free from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review. All thoughts and opinions are my own.**

Thank you to Algonquin Young Readers for giving me a chance to read this eARC in exchange for an honest review!

Hold Still meets You’ve Reached Sam in this lyrical novel about one young woman’s journey through the Paris fashion scene as she chases promises, overcomes grief, and falls in love. Seventeen-year-old Alix Leclaire dreams of becoming a renowned feather artist, creating statement pieces that define glamour and high fashion. As an intern at Paris’s premier feather boutique, trained by the alluring Raven, she works with the staff to construct wings for the dancers at the Moulin Rouge.

But with every feather she sews, the grief Alix has been evading looms. Her best friend, Jeanne, died months ago and ever since, Alix has felt compelled to live as Jeanne did, taking risks she never would have before. Alix begins stealing feathers for her own use—a serious offense at the boutique—and loses herself in a passionate affair with Raven, who makes her his muse. Even when Blaise, an old schoolmate, offers solace and healing, she pushes him away.

Echoing the chaos and division in her heart, the wings that Alix creates take on a frightening and wild beauty. Living like Jeanne has given her everything she ever wanted—but at the risk of losing it all.

Content Warning: neglectful parent and abandonment, death, grief,

+ I wasn’t sure if I was going to like this book because it is very lyrical, and we are in Alix’s head a lot. Alix’s mother left her and her dad, her dad is a neglectful parent and her best friend just died. Alix finds herself being brave enough to ask to apprentice at a feather artist shop. I thought her growth in the story was inspiring. I loved Alix’s connection to feathers and how working at the shop helped her open up to people, and to her own art.

+ My favorite part of the story I think had to be about the feathers! Mademoiselle Salomé is a premier feather artist in Paris. I went to the Moulin Rouge during my honeymoon so I was actually fascinated about the setting and theme of this book. I could really envision these feather works of arts that Mademoiselle Salomé and her team would create and loved the drama behind the scenes with the other staff at Mille et Une Plume. I liked the secondary characters in the book also, they had so much character.

+ The romance is a bit of a love triangle. Alix is caught between two boys. She starts hooking up with one boy, Raven and then starts befriending the other boy, Blaise, as they both grieve over Alix’s best friend. You could kind of tell how it would play out and honestly, I didn’t mind it because Alix is a broken soul. And if she’s looking for love because she doesn’t even have parents around to be there for her, then I was there rooting for her on this journey – even if it meant her trying to fix some relationships.

~ This is all part of Alix’s growth but she is very timid at times especially in the beginning and I just wanted her to do the right thing, when she did the wrong thing. She doesn’t know how to communicate how she feels and that was frustrating at times. Like I said, she learns eventually to come clean, so there is growth in her character.

~ There is a lot of French words and I didn’t know what they meant but it didn’t make it hard reading. I just hoped I was saying them correctly in my head – but I’m pretty sure I was wrong!

My Thoughts:

I thought this was a beautiful story about personal growth and how an obsession with feathers helped keep Alix afloat during her grief of losing her best friend and even losing her dad, who leaves her in a time when she really needs someone to stay with her. I love how Alix finds a family with the staff at Mille et Une Plume and she learns a lot about fashion, and actually expressing herself. The secondary characters really bring the story to life and the romance, though a love triangle, I thought had a beautiful ending. By the end of the book I was as obsessed with the feathers as Alix was.