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My Rating: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

Title: Only a Monster

Author: Vanessa Len

Format: ebook (borrowed)

Pages: 416

Publication Date: 2/22/22

Publisher: Harperteen

Categories: Young Adult, Urban Fantasy, Time Travel

It should have been the perfect summer. Sent to stay with her late mother’s eccentric family in London, sixteen-year-old Joan is determined to enjoy herself. She loves her nerdy job at the historic Holland House, and when her super cute co-worker Nick asks her on a date, it feels like everything is falling into place.

But she soon learns the truth. Her family aren’t just eccentric: they’re monsters, with terrifying, hidden powers. And Nick isn’t just a cute boy: he’s a legendary monster slayer, who will do anything to bring them down.

As she battles Nick, Joan is forced to work with the beautiful and ruthless Aaron Oliver, heir to a monster family that hates her own. She’ll have to embrace her own monstrousness if she is to save herself, and her family. Because in this story . . .

. . . she is not the hero.

Content Warning: Death, Murder, Violence

So of course I wanted to read this because it was getting hype and rave reviews – I didn’t think I would get it so early. I love the cover, the synopsis sounded amazing and word on the street is that it’s good!

Let me say that you cannot think the word Monster in the title is anything literal. There are no grotesque, scary monsters in this story. This a story about humans vs. monsters, but the monsters are basically human (look like them) but have special powers – think…X-Men. They are monsters because they are different from humans and one aspect of their powers (aside from the powers they get from their family line) is to time jump. Time jumping requires taking time from human lives.

Joan is half monster on her mom’s side, half human on her dad’s side and spends a lot of time with her mom’s side every summer. She knew some things about being a monster, but she didn’t know about taking hours/time from a human life until she does herself by accident. But that’s the least of her problems.

I enjoyed meeting all the characters in this story especially when Joan, Aaron and Ruth team up together to save their families. From there we go on a fast-paced chase through London to find out information about saving their families, undoing an event and changing the timeline. But what they learn at the core of their research is that someone has a reason to kill and exterminate monsters but they don’t really know who the mastermind is at end of the book. Joan as the main character is 16, she’s found that her family has been keeping secrets and the boy she’s falling for too. Sometimes she’s so rash in her decision making – I mean she barely knows the ins and outs of the monster world but she was coming up with plans!

As for the romance, I’m unsure if it’s a love triangle. There is a soulmate connection between Joan and Nick (human) but I didn’t feel it. As for Joan and Aaron they are enemies, two families that hate one another – honestly that could be the same for Joan/Nick as well, monster and human hating one another…she’s enemies with both and becomes friends with both. But I felt like we got to know Aaron better and I felt like I’d want her with Aaron instead of Nick. But we shall see what happens there in the sequel. The sweetest love story in this one has to be between Tom and Jamie!

There are a few twists and turns in the story that I really enjoyed. It’s what made it such a fun read. I found the story refreshing and creative. I also like how the story touches upon the question of who is a monster? The monsters taking time from humans, or the humans killing the monsters? It’s something Joan has to wrestle with even more because she’s half of each.

Some issues I had with the story – time jumping is not my favorite to read because I can get lost quick and did I get lost sometimes? YES – not when they were jumping time, but more so about the rules of time jumping or the rules of their powers. As long as I didn’t ponder too long on the details of the rules and trying to fit it together, I was fine. Also…there were some typos and this was not an ARC copy…so I had to pause in a few places and reread the previous sentence – even read it out loud to make sure I wasn’t just speed reading lol. Hopefully that can be cleaned up in the next book?

By the way, since I was a teen in the 1990’s, I thought the time jumping to that time period to be so much fun. I giggled a few times and had good memories of that time period!

The ending was interesting and makes me wonder what direction the sequel will take! I’d love to learn more about the other families and their powers – there are twelve. In this first book we only really get to know four of them. There is so much to uncover in this world.

Why you should read it:

world building: there is time jumping, and 12 families with different powers
lots of action, a heist, betrayal, some romance
it’s fun and fast-paced

Why you might not want to read it:

time travel is not your thing
the monsters aren’t monster in physical appearance – they have abilities but do not physically look different than humans

My Thoughts:

This story was not what I was expecting but I’m glad I went in without reading many reviews on it yet. I found it creative and fresh with the time travel and learning about the “monster” abilities of each monster family in London. I connected to the the themes of family and forbidden love, and the questions of who is really a monster. There is still so much to uncover and secrets to unveil, like finding out who is the mastermind of the events taking place in this story. I hope the author expands on the world building and lets us get to know the other families in the sequel. I enjoyed this one and look forward to book two and hope they catch the typos.

📚 ~ Yolanda

Quotes from the Book:

The Rachel haircut is a time marker…”
― Vanessa Len, Only a Monster

Whatever monsters do, the timeline keeps its basic shape. Important events stay the same.”
― Vanessa Len, Only a Monster

Olivers see. Hunts hide. Nowaks live. Patels bind. Portellis open. Hathaways leash. Nightingales take. Mtawalis keep. Argents sway. Alis seal. Griffiths reveal. But only the Lius remember.”
― Vanessa Len, Only a Monster

As for me . . . a Liu doesn’t need goodbyes. I can see you perfectly even now. I remember every moment that we were together. Every touch. Every conversation we ever had. For me, you’re always here.”
― Vanessa Len, Only a Monster

We believe that if people belonged together in the true timeline, then our timeline tries to repair itself by bringing them together. Over and over and over. Until the rift is healed.”
― Vanessa Len, Only a Monster

My Rating: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

Title: Blood Scion

Author: Deborah Falaye

Format: ebook (borrowed)

Pages: 432

Publication Date: 3/8/22

Publisher: Harperteen

Categories: Young Adult, Dystopian, Military, Yoruba-Nigerian Mythology, Fantasy

This is what they deserve. They wanted me to be a monster. I will be the worst monster they ever created.

Fifteen-year-old Sloane can incinerate an enemy at will—she is a Scion, a descendant of the ancient Orisha gods.

Under the Lucis’ brutal rule, her identity means her death if her powers are discovered. But when she is forcibly conscripted into the Lucis army on her fifteenth birthday, Sloane sees a new opportunity: to overcome the bloody challenges of Lucis training, and destroy them from within.

Sloane rises through the ranks and gains strength but, in doing so, risks something greater: losing herself entirely, and becoming the very monster that she ahbors.

Following one girl’s journey of magic, injustice, power, and revenge, this deeply felt and emotionally charged debut from Deborah Falaye, inspired by Yoruba-Nigerian mythology, is a magnetic combination of A Song of Wraiths and Ruin and Daughter of Smoke and Bone that will utterly thrill and capture readers.

Content Warning: Death, Murder, Violence, Mentions of Rape, Genocide, Sexual Assault, Racism, Colonialism, Self-Harm

I was so excited to be able to borrow this book on Overdrive right away that I pushed all other books aside to read it. I was not disappointed.

First, the cover is what made me want it in the first place. I may need to buy the hardcover one day (add that to my list of all hardcovers I want to buy 😅). And the synopsis was definitely intriguing!

This story is BRUTAL. It gave me The Poppy War and Hunger Games vibes. Sloane wants answers about her mother who went missing a few years ago but the only place she could find it was in the enemy camp. The enemy is the Lucis, who came to their lands, colonized and brutalized her people, committing genocide on anyone who had magic in them, anyone who were Scions like her. Sloane has suppressed and ignored her fire powers all her life, to stay safe, except for times she couldn’t control it which led to deadly consequences. But now she has been drafted to become a Lucis soldier and has a way to find the Book of Records that could give her answers about her mom’s disappearance.

This story gives you no chance to look away from violence. There are kids killing kids, soldiers assaulting girls, soldiers killing people, training that is abusive, punishment that is gruesome and Sloane’s anger and pain resonates in her every action.

I love learning more about the Yoruba-Nigerian mythology and becoming more familiar with their god! I loved learning some of the rituals and chants and the different powers each gods extended to a Scion.

As for the characters – Sloane is 15, but I felt like she was older than that. She acts older and even has a moment with a soldier older than her…so I kind of wish she was 19 instead of 15. But I guess she had to be younger because the point of young people being recruited to be killers. She’s not someone who has experience with knowing her power but she meets other recruits like Izara who helps her. I loved her found family/friendship with Izara, Jericho and Nazanin. But some of Sloane’s decisions were questionable, which made me frustrated – she’s a morally grey character because war has made her that way.

There is action, there is betrayal and the information Sloane learns about her mother really makes me want to read the sequel ASAP. The ending was quite a reveal and I need her to get revenge. Sloane is a like a phoenix rising from ashes! It was quite a powerful ending.

One warning if you read this book: don’t get too attached to the characters. This author has no qualms about killing them off. 😭 Also the heavy topics of genocide and colonialism are throughout the story – the fact that they make teens train to be soldiers to kill their own people is horrendous. But I like how it shows how war is sick and how when you think you’ve gotten rid of the person who started the war…there is someone else waiting in the wings for their turn and their war. When does it end really?

Why you should read it:

it’s got Yoruba/Nigerian mythology
it’s got a heist, action, betrayal – it’s a fast paced story
writing flowed so well, easy to read and I read it in 2 days

Why you might not want to read it:

you are assaulted with brutality throughout the book – see content warnings above

My Thoughts:

I sped through this one because I wanted to see Sloane grow and see if she could be the one to help take down the royals. It’s a fast paced story and I found that refreshing because I’ve been reading a bunch of books that felt a little too long. I love the mythology and the found family Sloane makes. It’s an absolutely brutal read that starts and ends with violence. But taking down rulers is not that easy and Sloane learns a hard lesson about trust and betrayal. There is a lot more story to tell in the next book and I’m looking forward to reading it!

📚 ~ Yolanda

Quotes from the Book:

My world is only half of what it should be, and I am only half of what I really am. I cannot afford to be whole.
― Deborah Falaye, Blood Scion

We are not helpless; we are not broken. Despite what scars they leave behind, our bodies are our own. Everything we feel, everything we are, belongs to us and us alone. Yes, we are girls, but we are not prey.
― Deborah Falaye, Blood Scion